My name is Fibromyalgia and I am an invisible disease.

My name is Fibromyalgia and I am an invisible disease. 
I am with you for the rest of your life. 
Others see you not me. 
But your body feels me. 
I can attack you when and how I want. 
I can also take care of severe pain. 
And if I’m in a good mood, I can also assure you that you have pain everywhere. 
Remember when you made your energy and all had a lot of fun? Well, I took this power away from you 
and give you back fatigue. 
You are now still trying to have fun, but I will get you out of your sleep and give you a headache in return!
I can assure you vibrate inside and you are cold or hot when everyone feels normal. 
Oh yes, I can make you anxious and depressed. 
You do not ask, but I chose you for different reasons. 
By this virus you never had and you are never recovered, or from a car accident or maybe it is the years of neglect after a trauma! Anyway, I’m here and I’m staying with you! 
I hear you went to a doctor to get rid of me. Haha I roll on the floor laughing haha, try! 
You must go you finally want to get rid of me once for many doctors. 
You are barricaded with pills, sleeping pills, energy pills.
You will get massages and broken for anxious or depressed. 
You will be told that if you take your pills well, but clean and your exercises, I will leave. 
But the worst is that you will not be taken seriously when you shout at the doctor that you have more normal life. 
Your family, friends and colleagues? Will all of you listen until they are tired of how I let you suffer and I am a rotten disease. 
They do not hear you say, “Ten years ago? Ten days ago! ” 
In addition, some speak behind your back while you slowly get the feeling that you are losing your self respect. 
You always try anyway, against my better judgment, to explain that they understand you.
This is particularly difficult if you are a “normal person” in the conversation and suddenly you do not know what you wanted to say again.

I had hoped that this secret could continue, but you will now post it too, as the 
termination follows:

The one who you will have a real understanding and support for facing me are the people who have fibromyalgia. 
Accept the minority who love me and have support for others.

Is it true that you must be responsible, because you are tired because you are in pain, and not everything is as you wish? 
Is it not true that if you have there no disease then exists another misunderstanding, for what you do, or not to do? 
It is without wasting energy, so you always have to wonder, what else do you think?

With little energy left, 
it is better to spend it on nice things, and 
have fun in your life, rather than annoyance. 
Now, you do not get terribly tired of all that comprehension issues? 
while you are tired so soon?

Go outside, what am I wrong? 
If you see someone trying to do something with his life. 
do you see me hiding in each other walking in pain? 
Or do you see someone standing proudly, 
because they have sustained the time to get through the day. 
You see the pain on my face? 
No, you see a smile, 
because I’m happy with everything I can.

I keep walking, 
I keep smiling 
and you know why? 
because I stopped to understand need.

I speak nothing when I am very tired, 
I can not do some things more, and if I do well, I hurt myself for days. 
and understand that no because you saw me walking yesterday?

I do not like fucking, because I had a … good day … and today it is less.

Like me lazy because I’m going to sleep an hour? 
I do not care, 
Ben know more tired than you. 
you find it odd that I do not go to work or school? 
I do not care that 
I would like to erase.

My head is filled with all these questions how others think of me. 
And this dear people, I wanted to give you. 
get up for yourself  ,  
because it is already not easy to live with Fibro!


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